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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
AHHHHhhhhhh, i cannot focus, i cannot concentrated, now i don even feel like studying, What's wrong with me????? I keep on questioning myself, and finally i find the root of the my question.... And that's UUUUU, ya u, it's u, (the internet).
I was so distracted that i even look through ezen blog, and her blog entry really make me laugh and keep agreeing with her.*nodding* To make it short she is discribing her everyday life in Perth and her study week.
Quoted from her blog, "So i was thinking, How come people can blog everyday, everyday also got something to blog about, all those top blogger will blog once a days or at least a few days once they will not abandon their blog for like a week the most i think. N thats what they do, they blog blog n earn money, not little but alot.. So back to my thought, how come people can blog everyday? n my friend answered me, its like how u can sleep so much in a day? Like that la. Ohh,like that isit. but i actually sleep alot only when i m here. But when i m in Taiping (her hometown) i feel that sleeping is wasting my time, taking a nap in the afternoon is a NO NO no matter how tired i am, unless i really really cannot open my eyes till cannot walk faint n all la. I will utilized the time i have in taiping to the MAX, if people say gold is precious,time is gold. To me time in taiping is more more more precious than gold."
Hmm, i suddenly miss home, i wanted to go home, especially during exam period when i wanted to avoid from stress. Was looking through peiling facebook photos earlier and i suddenly feel that i have miss a lot of things back home these 1.5 years, all the fun times, friend gathering, birthday....etc. On top of that i was really a lousy friend, cause i always cannot remember my best friend birthday. It is only until i was reminded by others then i will send my wishes over. For instance my poor KC, for the past so many years i always forget to send my regards to her during her birthday. *So shameful* Ok, from now on i will try to change. So back to my thought, yesterday i was wishing ber happy birthday, then i suddenly realise i am no longer the small girl as i thought it is. OMGodddddddd, time is showing no mercy on me, my youth is running out. Thus, i have decided I want to live life to the fullest when i am back. WHy is there so many thoughts running through my mind now, which i know i can't afford to waste anymore time and need to get back to my studies. The other day kelly have given me some sleeping pills, and some how or rather i cannot seems to fall into deep sleep yesterday, keep having werid dream. Should i or should i not take the pills. I have set my alarm at 9 am for the past few days to wake up early and revise, but as u have expected i still sleep until 11 plus the wake up. *&%#! i am so angry with my sleeping habit. What i should do??????
Lastly, i find these words very meaningful, "Time that had already pass will never come back. Whatever that had bypass will not come back, we cannot turn back time. That is why people always saying let the past be the past, cause u really cannot do anything about it anymore, n future is the one that we r looking forward into."
Once upon a time there lived a princess named, lin.
She fell in love with kim
Unfortunately the wicked witch
stole his heart.
And the princess lost him forever.
yada yada yada.. i know this is lame.
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